I hope we can be friends for a long time.
You were the first person I met here.
You changed my life, as a person, as an artist, as…idk, just everything.
Sometimes I don’t like telling you these things because I sound like a fuckin lesbian but I’m not.
Plus I don’t know how to express touchy feelings unless it’s written down.
I can’t get myself to voice it out.
I know we drifted apart.
I know we are not 12 anymore, but I seriously hope that we will be friends forever, as cliche and corny as that sounds.
You remember that one summer, when I brought you to that one place?
Well after that summer, after I came back from that place, I was depressed.
Because during that school year, we had no classes together, and we barely hung out. Ever.
It was like a smack in the face because I brought you to this place and we had so much fun but when I came back, it was like, we weren’t friends anymore.
At school, when we walked passed by each other, it felt like we were strangers.
However, I think most of my mini “depression” phase was because I kept listening to sad Epik High songs on my stupid iPod.
But that was years ago.
I also don’t want to blame my emo phase on you because partly it was my fault; my lack of communication.
I just don’t like bothering people and calling them to hang out etc. (Because of what happened during my childhood).
I also understand that you are the same way….well, because you told me. lol.
I just want to say, thank you for the times of calling me to hang out.
I know we don’t hang out as much as we used to back when we were kids but it really makes me happy when you call/text me because it shows that you still care.
It shows that you still want to be friends.
And I still want to be friends with you too.
Your friend Alice. I hope we can grow old together as really good friends.